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have long time i didnt update my blog
finally i find back my id and continue blogging


just pass few month den alot thing happen


1st
my dad pass away
i misss you so much


2nd
break wit my boy
actually not
just in complicated at this moment...


3rd
worry about my ballet
haiz..
teacher keep say i am not good enough
keep scolding by them...


4th
next month i gonna start my college aldy
afraid tat i cant do well on it...




haiz
this two week..
i really cant afford those pressure
i really tired aldy


pls...
i know i am in hot temper than before
but i aldy try my best
why u wan treat me like tat
i don know why
i also didnt say all is yr fault
when we quarrel 
maybe i really treat u the wrong way
but u also must tell me wad
if don wan tell wat should i do


at this moment
i don know wat should i do
i don know wat decision is correct
i don know wat should i change
i don know wat is the feeling right now




just wan let myself relax and relax.....